Can I tell you something?
This is probably pretty worthless considering you don’t even have a Tumblr.. But I’m in my room looking through all of our old pictures, listening to our old songs, crying my heart out. You’re not the type of Romantic guy. I know. But, I just can’t keep it in anymore. I’ve told you I still had strong feelings for you, I told you that you were the only guy I keep in my heart, I’ve done everything to try to make things the way that they were before. But you’ve stopped.And it kills me to actually realize it now. You walk past me in the hallways not even glancing over at me, You don’t text or call back, And you’ve even been with other girls.. You act like what we had didn’t mean shit to you. Do you know how much it hurts? Hurts to know that I’m here not being able to push what we had aside and still holding on to the hope and faith that we’d be together again? I guess what I’m saying is that I still love you. And you have no idea how much time and pain I had to go through to figure it out. I love you I love you I love you I love you. And I’m probably still young to even say those words but I’ve never had these feelings for someone. I’ve tried to move on.. With other guys but all of them bring me back to you.
Do you know how many tears I’ve wasted on you?
A shit load that’s for sure.
I just want to be with you. Can’t you see?